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FUCK by MakoRuu (Inailedyoursister@herfriends.house) on Feb 3, 2010 02:24:13 AM

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I need to fucking rant if anyone cares.   I found this website by entering “God damn it” in the Google search engine and this site seemed to stand out, under the URL headline was “A place to rant.” For the longest time, I’ve been listening and hearing what people have to say; helping them change their lives for the better. I’ve gotten people off drugs, I’ve helped them steer clear of gangs and violence, and have even prevented pre-teen pregnancy. I’ve listened, I’ve helped, I’ve given advice, and I’ve even fallen in love once or twice. But it seems that no matter how much I listen, or how many people I help in my life, no one wants to listen to ME. For the longest time I was fine with sitting in the back and helping people, watching their progress as their lives changed for the better, and they went on to fulfill their potential in something they were passionate about. And over the years I’ve seen and done more than most people have in two life times. I’ve been to six countries, I speak four languages, I’ve met three Presidents, I fucked a tiger, and I even licked the Washington Monument in DC on a field trip. I consider myself a pretty knowledgeable person and someone so experienced in life as to give good advice. So why do I feel like no one is listening to me? Is everyone so narrow minded that they shoot down my problems and ideals and only think of themselves? Have I become the proverbial door mat friend who remains in the friend zone to be abused and used up until he becomes a bitter sarcastic mess that only retorts with witty and often times hurtful psychoanalyst babble? Well, I’ve got some news for most of you people, the truth fucking hurts. And I’ve followed my own beliefs for the longest time, and I believe that you should not judge someone unless you are willing to be judged yourself. But no matter how much help and advice I give out, I never get any in return, and it seems that I’m just turned away or criticized when I try to talk about my problems. I don’t have the money for a psychiatrist, nor would I trust one with the perverted truths that rot deep in the pit of my soul. So, in my unsuccessful attempt at interaction with family and friends in a waking life; I turned to the Anonymity of the Internet. I don’t know if I’m quite ready to divulge all of my secrets just yet, but we’ll see how this community responds, or even if they do at all. In short, I just want someone to listen and understand without shooting me down immediately if something sounds stupid or farfetched. I don’t have my hopes up quite that high, but perhaps I will be surprised by the GFD community if they share my feelings. I look forward to bitching about shit with you guys.

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